This is madness

This is madness. I bought RM1++.90 brand new boot to wear in main campus. Ya Allah, I know, it such a waste to buy it that expensive. But I couldn’t think. I really want it since last year. Yet, I love boots so much. I adored people who wear boots. But it’s not really fit for muslimah. People wear boots when they are in skirt, just to emphasize their legs in the boots. High boots are not for baju kurung. Ankle boots probably make sense. So my new boot is an ankle boot.

Then we went to Padang Besar, and I bought that RM2 thing. I feel like turning to little girl a little bit. So yes, I bought that thing. And I play it with my cats. They loved it. They keep trying to catch the bubbles.

 Road to Padang Besar - across Ladang Pokok Getah

This is the thing that makes bubbles

It is always like this when I’m in the verge of returning to campus after the break. I will become half – crazy and I’ll do stupid things. Like screaming to my cats or being emotional with computer games. I don’t know why. My mum noticed these. She told me before.

I’m not ready to go to the main campus but I also can’t wait to go there. I want to go there but at the same time I am afraid. Dude, we’re going to further to degree man, this is a serious thing! We have to pay attention, no more fun times. And yes, I’m getting old. Why can’t I stay 18?

God! Atirah is driving herself crazy =)