Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Mentally depressed

It’s the first entry in 2015. I’m so sorry blog. I neglected you. Woah, my blog is so dusty like the snow pouring down in Beijing. Nothing you could see from the ground you stand, but the dust! I’m still sane thank you very much.



Lately, I’ve been so depressed. So painful. So sad. W H Y ? 
1. I’m jobless
2. I leave the campus, my 2nd home *graduate
3. My cat died, too soon, he’s 6 months old. *I cried 4 days and 4 nights **still crying alone when I miss him

Please give me a job here in Kedah. I am sending the resume to PPD soon, I hope they will return me a call. Insya Allah. I want to say sorry to those I’ve hurt all years since 2009. Please forgive me. I was naïve and emotional. It was kind of my fault. I’ve said sorry, I’ve done my part, so please, please do yours.

My azam for 2015: I want to read as many as I can. 

7 comments:

  1. Hi Atirah, I came across your blog and I enjoyed reading your amazing stories. Interested to collaborate? Email me at nurul.aini@zalora.com.my. I couldn't find your email so I am leaving a comment to u. Hope to hear soon. Thanks! Ps: this is NOT a spam yah haha :)

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  2. Assalamualaikum
    Don't give up adik...
    Sementara waktu belum dapat kerja, try jadi tutor pusat tuisyen dulu ke...buat bisnes online ke...inshaallah rezeki Allah sudah ditetapkan.. Kalau ia lambat mungkin sebab kita yang slow melangkah kepada nya..

    Smile ☺

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    1. Terima kasih... saya sudah kerja skrg.. Alhamdulillah =)

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  3. Assalamualaikum..
    Never give up adik....

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    1. terima kasih atas doa. Saya doakan sis murah rezeki jugak =)

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  4. Assalamualaikum, sambung belajar la

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    1. Waalaikumusalam. Saya nak.. tapi tgh kumpul duit dulu =)

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